Bad O Level Results

Results:

Pure Lit --- C6
Pure Chem --- B3
Pure Phys --- A2
Pure E Math --- A2
Eng --- A2
Combined SS & His --- A2
A Math --- A1
Chi Lang B --- Merit

L1R5 = 12, L1R4 = 9

And the first thing I saw when I looked at the results was my Merit for CLB and that sent many of my classmates laughing. ZZZ...thought I'd have failed or barely passed for it. Hahaha...my Chi is very p0wderful!

It's quite sian. == I've got 5 distinctions but 4 are A2s...and I've got a B3...but it's for the easiest exam that year --- Chem. Ah wellz, the bellcurve prolly pulled me down since everyone prolly did well for it.

And I've got a frikkin' ugly C6 in the middle of the results table. Ah well...even though I couldn't be bothered about Lit, I never expected a C6. =/ I mean...I even did better for Prelims and turned out average in the level. Haha...and the average in the level for Lit Os was a distinction...prolly A2. So heck. It totally ruins my results sheet. Lol. Great, now when I appeal to wherever I wanna, I won't be deemed an "all-rounder/low-rounder". Shoot...and I switched from pure His to pure Lit...demmit, bad choice. Lala. Ah wellz.

People are gonna look at my E Math and A Math and ask, "Hey, isn't E Math easier than A Math? Why an A1 for A and A2 for E?" But heck...it takes a skill to be awesome at a harder math and suck at an easier one. XD

OK...so my results say I definitely can't make it to ACSI/ACJC...nor SA...but maybe to CJ, based on last year's cutoffs. But I'm pretty sure that they'll raise the cutoffs for all of us to make it easier to get in to whatever JC/Poly course. After all, this year's syllabus is new and definitely tougher. I still don't know anyone who got an A1 for pure Physics after asking around so much. Anw, it's all in God's hands.

My greatest regret studying for Os/during Os was my lack of focus on God as I concentrated a lot on studies. =/ But then...heck, maybe I could have concentrated more on studying during Os and not have watched at least 3 episodes of GossipGirl a day and talked on the phone till midnight every night. I ran out of study petrol, OK!?! And Os lasted a whole, long, frikkin' month!

But heck...I told myself that whatever JC/whatever I'm going to will be God's choice and that there isn't a need to worry. And before results, I wasn't worried...during collection, I wasn't worried and after finding out my results, I wasn't worried. So I'm glad that I didn't worry, lol. The Bible tells us not to!

Anw, I find it quite a sad thing that MG, a Christian school, doesn't/didn't place any emphasis on NOT worrying/NOT being sad about results or whatever. Apparently, they think it's OK. I dunno but I see that crying so hard for results is quite a waste of tears because results don't mean anything compared to most things in life. And then if someone who did much worse than me saw me typing this came along, he/she would think: "Yeah, right! Easy for you to say...you've got hope..." but that's totally off the point. If you can cry for results, then you've not set your mentality right. We all die in the end and what do results mean? Nothing, when we've left Earth. And in heaven, I don't think that's what counts either. God won't look at your C6 and reprimand you/deem it a sin. ==

And I'm quite sick of the Charismatic view that God really wants you to succeed by earning big bucks because some of my friends who're Charismatics and didn't do too well for Os now tell me, "God hates me!!!" Because to them, God's supposed to want them to "succeed" in life by doing well/earning high income etcetc. So heck...this weird view also causes them to lose faith in God! Whatever mun! O levels is a tiny thing and heck, you know that you're gonna forget it in a decade and so why would God remember it in heaven? Unless of course, you've been a lazy pig and your parents told you to study for your own good and you disobeyed. So just do your best for Os.

ZZZ...you're not a failure if you've not done well in Os because ~succeeding~ in life means to actually be the person God wants you to and so I'm kinda annoyed at people wailing and being extremely sad about O results when the real exam they should be really concerned about is something else. So heck...I think I'm ranting. Bye.

Egg.